Hey everybody!!today in church i was crying or at least in jounor church cuz in sunday school us youth group talked about the type of music we listen to and the music i listen to is like rap and pop and those types of music have a certain message from the devil that makes us listen to it like crazy and i started balling (in jounor church) and debbi started talking bout the music thing again and i started to ball again so then i ran out of the room and one of my friends sat near me in the lil hallway and asked me what was wrong and so i told him it was hard to explain i mean it was about the music thing but it is very hard to explain so debbi came out and she talked to me cuz we talked bout a question like do you ever think you won't end up going to heaven and she said that no matter what you will go to heaven and i was like i just get that feeling and she said that she even listens to that type of music or should i say all types and so ya we talked and then after that i felt better and then we sat in the front and closed our eyes and startes singing a song that kind of goes like this lord this is my disire to honor you and right when it came on i started crying again and so i tried soooooo hard to sing but couldn't and so after that we left to go home cuz it was time to go home.so this is how i felt to day at church.......

~*singinstar*~